A Humbling Craft
Upon opening up what I thought was going to being the last kiln before bringing my work to the gallery for the upcoming Jerome Exhibition (more on that later), I was initially quite pleased. The top layer couldn’t have been better. The second looked pretty good too. But when I removed the shelves to see the bottom layer of the kiln, I did gasp. And though my memories of the following moments are foggy, I probably did swear out loud when I found that one of my stilts bent and caused one piece to fall onto another. Disaster! Two beauties fused together.
Of course the pieces were the only two of their scale in the kiln, and of course they both would have been quite stunning had they not become one.
I probably spent an hour staring at the piece(s), brainstorming how I might remedy the situation. Would sacrificing one allow me to salvage the other? Does Dremmel make a saw-like attachment? Could a chisel do the job? Many other questions raced through my mind before I realized that realistically, with the work due to the gallery in one day, I probably ought to save myself. So I found a bit of grace, and a great deal of humility, and let it go.
While I really wanted to include one or both of those pieces in the exhibition, I do have more than enough work to choose from, and that is a really great position to be in. So I took a few deep breaths, had a last moment of, “oh how could this have happened now!??!” and set about editing the work and grouping the successful pieces together.
If I don’t think about the two-that-became-one, I’m quite pleased with how it has all come together. The work is now out of the studio and in the dust-free gallery, and that feels great. On Monday I will put up the installation piece, and then the only part left is to show up at Northern Clay Center for the Opening Reception on Friday January 15 at 6 pm.
I will be happy to see you there!


January 8th, 2010 at 7:01 pm
letting go is a hard thing to do learn! looking forward to seeing the show!
January 8th, 2010 at 8:19 pm
Oh how frustrating! But so glad you recovered so well and could move forward. I hope I get a chance to stop by and see your pieces in person.